Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away

So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?

'Cause here I go again
Talkin 'bout the rain
And mulling over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love Him
But here I go again, here I go again

Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life

This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
You love him, You love him

What Am I so afraid
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard

LIMBU IS PRETTY LADY HAHAHA.

omg i'm damn bored but i don't want to go offline just yet cause it's my last day on my computer today!): I think i shall name my computer! HAHA LAMBERT? I shall think about it. Anyway, i basically rotted at home today cause ..

1) Chew forgot about our studying + i went to eat with my mom till like.. 4+ 5? went to eat some vegetarian place near jing's parent's stall. Then we went to eat ice cream after that! Omg it was damn good!!:D I'll bring y'all there after O's or something HAHAHA.

2) After i reached home i studied until i slept...... till 7. HAHA.
so yup, study plan = fail!

I need to find something to do online cause i'm kind of reluctant to give up on my computer(SOON TO BE NAMED) so soon! i was kind of reluctant to blog also.. cause it'll mean that my darling adam's pic will be one post nearer to the archives): HAHAHA.

okay i'm officially brain dead and i have no idea to talk about. I shall post 2 more photos of my darling! HAHAHAHA.



omg i just melted. GOODNIGHT WORLD! AND GOOODBYEEEEEEEE...):

PTL.




(L)


It took me awhile to drag myself out of bed today after the very little sleep i had yesterday. Got changed and stuff, then went to meet chew at Tanah. It was such a bloody humid day today. Had friendly with vjc, lost but i think we played well:D Faith with 2 3 pointers babeh! I got some of my confidence back today, but not much. ): felt really really tired when i played on the 2nd quarter, then it wasn't so bad on the 4th. perspired like !? probably cause of the weather. After friendly, immediatly checked my phone and guess what! IT WAS ONLY 3!! so chew and i rushed to change and faith's mommy fetched us down to bedok. Omg they were super embarassing! They helped me and chew flag a cab from INSIDE the car when both the vehicles stopped at the red light. HAHAHA. So when we alighted we immediatly got into the cab and rushed down to Bugis.

Waited for a little while before Adam came! I did not regret every cent i paid for taxi, every sweat i dripped while waiting, every second i could spend on my homework/sleeping instead, just to get to see his face for a mere 15-20 mins. It was pure bliss!! haha. He looked better in person and omg he was just da bombbbbbb. Melted at first sight really. I hope he'd hold a concert here soon so i can get to hear him live(L)

Reluctantly left when he sat down to sign autographs = cannot see a thing so chew and I went to billy bombers. Ate this super value 1-1 set so we saved $$. The waitress was really nice too, not over chatty but just in general, being nice(: She also wished us good luck for our competition! Aww. She kinda made my day!(except Adam of course) I really enjoy friendly waiters/waitresses :) Then we ate ice cream and waited for Sihui and Vivien to join us. Walked to iluma and continued window shopping and stuff. Then went to bugis street to get Vivien's bag before we train-ed home. I was damn tired i felt as though my body was coming apart!

Alright, no church tomorrow so i'm probably going to meet Chew to study + complete parts of our homework. Hopefully it'll be really productive. And i think God really helped me so much today PTL!:D I prayed yesterday that the team would play well tomorrow and have no injuries, and i prayed that friendly would end early so i could see Adam. He granted both and i'm sincerely thankful:D YAY!!! so, i shall pray for a really productive session tomorrow! Oh and, tomorrow's going to be the last day i get to use my computer. I'm going to miss this place pretty badly): For my L1R5 <20 by mid year, it'll be worth it. I know it! Retiring now, nights world.

PTL.

HELLO EVERYBODY I AM HERE TO ANNOUNCE THAT I OFFICIALLY PASSED MY EMATH FOR CA1 YAY!:D (and 18/20 for probability test!!!)

although my L1R5 is mid 30s): but i'm just super duper happy i passed my emath!!:D improved by 5 points and passed one more subject as compared to last year. Amath, you're next on my must pass list!! hopefully during the march hols i wouldn't be too busy to make time for my studies. have lots of homework + tests to study for and i'm pretty determined to at least finish my homework + revision for tests AT LEAST. And flabs i'm super proud of you for getting L1R5 8!! keep going babe, let's do well together alright? :D

On a side note, i want to see Adam Lambert so badly but i can't seem to find the number thingy on the deluxe edition of his album = i can't see if i got to go for his performance at Universal Studios. He is going to be there at bugis tomorrow but i have friendly with vjc omg. I hope the friendly ends quick and i can cab down in time to see Adam!! But i doubt 1 hour is enough to finish signing all the CDs): I hope he has a concert soon, i'll make sure i catch it!! Sigh Adam):

I am going on a hiatus after sunday so i will be blogging less often. i'll probably only take back my cable after O's (HAHAHA IF I CAN TAKE IT) so i can fully concentrate! I hate how much the computer is able to waste my time so quickly! I'll probably only survive on my itouch to blog once in a while. I hate it that blogger doesn't have an app for me to blog with): I only have the livejournal app but I hate to move back there then come back here again.

Anyway, slept over at the airport yesterday with Sheena, Jacinth, Chelsea, Chingay, Chew, Seng Aik and Desmond! It was damn fun cause it was my first time staying over at the airport. We went to find a cosy corner at the viewing hall to sleep at about 9+ 10. I only managed to sleep at about 1+, and i woke up at 2+ thinking it was already 4+. Some of the guys didn't sleep at all and none of us had a really good sleep cause the floor was so hard and it was so cold + the lights were so bright! hahaha. In the end, all of us became zombies in the morning. Met Pok, Amanda, J, Auston, Kelyn and some others at about 6+ and ate breakfast at macs. Bala was super touched all of us stayed and sent him off! Aww. He is super cute really! He gave all of us a hug before he left and sent us this super cute msg. AWW. Bala, bon voyage and have a safe trip. Hope you'll learn a lot from the people there and come back sooooooon!:D

Took the first train to Tanah Merah then strolled to school. Met Khanliang, Boh and some others on the way. All of us were tired ttm omg. First period was supposed to be free writing test but cause we wasted some time + 8 of us = cui, Mrs G decided to be nice and allowed it to be our homework for march hols yay:D So the 8 of us were practically zombies today, awake outside but sound asleep inside. All the lessons we had = damn cui cause we just kept nodding off. I never ever want to do this ever again before any school days else i'll just die seriously. haha. Went to eat pizzahut with Jing and Boh after school and met with Pok after.

Alright, I'm going to go bathe now and probably take a nap/go to bed soon. I'm damn tired but i'm afraid if i take a nap at this time i won't be able to sleep at night! Friendly tomorrow with VJC, all the best people! Hope for no injuries and for all of us to play super well. (and of course for it to end early!!!!!)

GOODNIGHT.


PTL.

Didnt go to school today cause my headache got worst since yesterday evening. Mom says it's due to the hot weather. Sigh. When i want to go to school, i get sick, and when i dont want to go, i dont get sick): so anyway, slept till about 12+ and woke up.

Had training yesterday, was hoping it wouldn't be bad but yeah, it was pretty bad): did warmups and 20 rounds(compulsary for every training now. sian i hate running rounds) then we did 2468 right. we slacked for 246 cause jiaolian was in the office so we did damn slowly HAHAHA. then jiaolian came out at 8 so all chiong. damn tiring omg. then we did this forwards all damn slack training. HAHAHA. i love that training ttm:D HAHA. then we did free throws. ran 789(1 set thank God) for the first time and it sucked omg. 9 like hell! But i felt one set of 789 is easier than 2 sets of 678! then free throws again then we ended. i thought training wasn't THAT tiring cause we slacked for 246 and rested damn long while jiaolian settled jing! poor big fat friend injured her knee.(but i still woke up with muscle aches T.T) LOL. she just walked and suddenly her knee had this bump that was damn huge. then the jiaolians were thinking maybe she dislocated and called for an ambulance. it created damn alot of commotion and people from wushu, table tennis and netball kept looking. HAHAHA. so anyway, she's fine! should be alright after a week's rest! yay.

So far, I got A2 for my english baby! I'm quite happy cause it's the only A i ever had in my 4 years of secondary school life. hahaha. I freaking got a B4 for chinese wth!? All the tormenting and disgustingly long gonghans only took up 15%. ALL OF THEM. crapshit. = I MEMORISE FOR WHAT!? zzz. in the end BOOK TEST and common tests took 50%. yah thanks, BOOK TEST OVER MEMORIZE GONGHANS FOR GOD KNOWS HOW MANY WEEKS!? thanks really.

omg my L1R5 IS SCREWED.... >30 confirm. and i got to reduce my L1R5 to <20 for mid years. I. NEED. TO. STUDY and stop using the stupid computer! I was considering removing my cable from my computer and handing it over to my mom for the march holidays so i can study.

March hols, monday i'm going to meet sihui, vivien, fishball and chew for kbox? then emily rose later in the evening at fishball's.
tuesday, trainings = no energy to study alr. hopefully it's in the morning, so i can take a nap then still have time to study!:D
wednesday, maybe going to qiangsao's? hello chew are you going? who is going!? HAHAHA.
thursday, trainingggggggg.
friday, i don't THINK i have anything on so it's going to be packing of my room and studying!
saturday, training. confirm going to be in the afternoon since the guys train in the morning. so.. saturday shall be my rest day!
sunday, church + hopefully study after.

SO.. my march holidays is quite packed so i'm just hoping for this little bit of discipline to sit down and study! I'm probably going to go study by the pool so i won't get distracted by the computer or the tv or my bed. HAHA. right, i should do it! I SHALL PASS MY COMPUTER CABLE TO MY MOM.

PTL.

I'm officially counting down to the start of march hols in four more days!!! Omg time please pass quickly this week!! Haha. Anyway, term reports will be out this week and I doubt my L1R5 will be any good): although I improved in some subs, it's either the test I passed is too low in percentage and cannot salvage my overall subject mark, or i've improved but others deproved more. Omg my history is like failllllll!!! T.T sigh. I don't even want to guess how much my L1R5 is!!): whatever.

Anyway, slept too much during my nap yesterday and I couldn't fall asleep at night): tossed and turned for about 2 plus hours before I slept, = I only slept at 2+. The whole day today felt like war. I wasn't in a very good mood and I was fighting the eyelids the whole day! Reached home and while waiting for my heater, I couldn't help it but dozed for about half an hour which... Didn't really help much.

Have been having irregular dinner and not very healthy dinners these days. But, I don't really care lah. I'm just so tired my whole head is telling me I need more rest. Tell me why am I so tired):

Did book quiz today! Did it only today cause I didn't come when they did it months ago. Memorized the answers(multiple choice) and rushed through the whole paper before joining boh and chew. Cabbed down together to bas to watch north zone girls and guys finals. The guys finals was super nice to watch!!

I was thinking of sleeping by 9, but it's only 7.30 now and I want to knock out alr. Then again I'm afraid I would wake up in the middle of the night and won't be able to go back to sleep. Oh agony. ):

Training tomorrow and I'm not really looking forward. Hopefully coach won't be too harsh tomorrow else I think I'll just die on court. Oh march holidays I never wanted you so badly): sec4 life has been such a busy, tiring and hectic lifestyle. I want to graduate nowwwww!!!

PTL.

Went for relative's wedding dinner yesterday. I recognize her but i have no idea how is she related to me. HAHAHA. anyway, it was really touching! They were together since sec3! and 13years later yesterday, they got married. aww. How rare is it to have couples lasting together since secondary school right! My cousin said, 看了有要结婚的感觉. I think they look quite cute together. My dad said the makeup artist 可以请 cause she made my relative look DAMN PRETTY. I wonder how my wedding day will be like! aww. I told my cousin to quickly find one cause she's getting old. HAHAHA. oh oh and.. miao zhi dong was the waiter there at pan pac hotel!! omg it was damn awkward but luckily he was serving tables over at the other side. HAHAHA. During the wedding my cousin and I talked about the stupid things we did when we were young. Laughed like hell and definitely brought back lots of memories :)

Went to church today with isabelle, we were both exceptionally early today! HAHA. such a rare occasion. So anyway, service was great! After service was :D! yay. HAHAHA. ate lunch, went to pet safari as usual and i went home while isabelle went for her class outing.

I can't wait i can't wait. i ough to draft a message NOW!!:D

PTL.
Be good :D :D :D :D

HELLOOOOO YES I AM OFFICIALLY BACK ON BLOGGER!!
I tried out wordpress for about half a day yesterday and it sucked so i didn't feel like trying any other sites cause it's such a hassle. Thus, i am back here on this lovely site! It's the most user friendly blogging site i can find and it has the most skins to choose from. hahaha.
Anyway, didn't attend training today cause my tuition was pushed back! ): I hope i didn't miss out much. I dreamt of ____!!! omg i almost wished i never woke up. HAHAHA.
Going to attend some wedding dinner later. I think it's one of my relatives but i have no idea who. HAHAHA. You see, i only see them once a year! But anyway, decided to go cause my cousin's going and wedding dinner = free good food!:D
I.NEED.TO.SLIM.DOWN):


PTL.

Yesterday during amath, jolene and I arrived at the tutorial room 5 pretty early. Then some sec3 students popped by, probably wanting to have their physics lesson(we share the tutorial room) so upon seeing us there, they went away to another place for their lesson. Then Mr Chan came..

Me: Mr Chan! I think they want to use this place for their physics!
Mr Chan: Really? Where are they?
Me: I don't know, they saw us and they ran away..
Mr Chan: Ah! It must've been cause you are like a big buffalo! So they're scared of you!
(Then Chelsea came)
Me: CHELSEA YEO!!! Mr Chan just called me a buffalo..):
Mr Chan: No, not just a buffalo, a big buffalo!
Me: Mr Chan you just broke my heart):

So he went off chuckling to himself. THEN, after some stupid meeting for class leaders at the avt, i went to the library to find Mr Chan to practice probability! 4B was there too. So when Eugenia asked Mr Chan to help her..

Eugenia: Mr Chan, can teach me?
Me: NO!
(Then he looks at me..)
Mr Chan: Eh very bitchy leh!
Me: omg Mr Chan you just broke my heart AGAIN!!
Mr Chan: *laughs* today is such a good day, first i called her a big buffalo, and now a bitch!!

And so i whined to hsin fen and jolene for the whole time at the library): But Mr Chan is damn cute!! Haha and he is not a bastard just cause he called me a bitchy big buffalo(TODAY!!) but he is a really really nice man!:D


So anyway, after school, 4A went to whatever place for learning journey! If not for camwhoring, it would have been a total bore!! The tour guide was such an ass and she talked non stop like a machine gun. The journey there alone, she didn't even stop for a minute i'm serious. she just kept going on and on.. I got irritated and plugged in to Adam and went to sleep!:D we reached the Singapore River place and decided to take a class photo with Sir Stanford Raffles! GUESS WHAT. She helped us to take the photo and she took all of us, WITH SIR STANFORD'S LEGS. yah thanks that was so helpful-.- isn't the main attraction Sir Stanford Raffles!? and you actually took his legs!? wow nice, we can so see Sir Stanford. hur.

We then took many other photos near the Singapore River and with some statues..


3pm!!


With Mdm Sim for CFT bonding. hahaha.

So yup, after that we went back to the bus and went to i - have - no - idea - where and took MORE photos! That place was much better than the previous cause it was air conditioned:D We took retarded photos thanks to bala's camera! Here are a few..


On the way there..


World in my fingertips:D


yum.. building!


LOL. this was a requested pose!


HAHAHAHA.


I WANT THAT BALLLLLLLLL!


ORH HOR WHAT YOU WATCHING AH MISTER!! HAHA. STILL SMILE UNTIL LIKE THAT!!


samsui woman!:D


class photo 2! She didn't even tell us she was going to take a photo! Stupid tour guide.


cool formation right!

haha yup so some of the photos here, a lot more on facebook! It was pretty enjoyable on the whole since i sleep in the bus = don't listen to tour guide's ramblings, took lots of photos = lots of fun, ignored tour guide's talking when introducing whatever buildings = having fun with the rest. HAHAHA. And I complained about her in the feedback home! I hope she doesn't crush and throw it away before it reaches her boss! haha. Read more »

I am sixteen and i study in Anglican High. I play for my school and for Siglap Youth.
I totally love Adam Lambert and i don’t really care if he’s gay.
I support Liverpool and I think Gerrard and Torres are hot<3
I'm currently in love with this youtuber called Charlie and he is totally coollike
I think my friends are the best in the entire world and i will never trade them for anything, ever.
I adore my team and my coach to the maxxxxxxx. I had my braces on just this year and it totally sucks.
My itouch is named Adam and although it screws itself up at times, i still pretty much appreciate the fact that it has always been there for me whenever i needed time alone.
I used to have this ultimate fear and disgust towards math but I believe I have since overcomed that fear and have started working hard for my math tests.
I am blessed with the best teachers ever and for them I work hard, because a simple encouragement from them keeps me going.
Lastly, I am a Christian and am proud to be one. I crave to be a good testimony and hope to glorify Him in whatever I do.



You'll never walk alone.

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