I'M GETTING CHARLIE'S SHIRT I'M GETTING CHARLIE'S SHIRT I'M GETTING CHARLIE'S SHIRT YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS DESMOND .... YOU KNOW YOU KNOW. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

omg you won't know how happy i am feeling now. OHMYGOD I'M ACTUALLY GETTING MY HANDS ON CHARLIE'S SHIRT WOOOPEEEEEEEE!!!!:D

ANYWAY...
basically i just wanted to express my happiness so i'm blogging but since i'm already here i shall blog a little! i was checking through my emails just now and i was just curious what was at the last page of my emails. checked and omgggggg. what can i say? memories memories:) aww. i spent hours reading them! and i found many things that i thought i've lost! coolio.

so anyway, memories came flooding back and gave me like lots of goosebumps. felt good actually. :D so anyway i've never looked forward to Sunday more eagerly! but then again, it just reminds me of the fact that we WERE like so super close, and now we're like, quite dispensible in each other's lives. life sucks aye, one comes and another leaves.

another person i've never kept in contact with, and i wonder if it's my fault :/ sigh, i guess we're all busy in our lives and our age gap doesn't really help. i wonder why i choose to be close to people with age gaps! :/

EMO STARTS NOW PRESS 'X' THANKSSSSSSS :D
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people come,
people go,
you were once everything,
now practically nothing.
and i wonder if you ever wanted to meet,
cause i have no idea how to initiate it.
now, i can only read your archives and reminisce,
reminisce of how we used to be so close,
how i crashed your house and secretly ordered macs,
how we went around pasir ris in daniel's car,
talking till wee hours,
studying at the airport,
went for your pedicure together,
HTHT-ed together one random night,
KFC.
yet now all i can do is to read your archives over and over again,
as though i was still a part of your life.
you once said i was your youngest best friend,
and that you never expected you could click with me so easily
i remember. do you? maybe not.

desbyyyyyyyyy
Mrs G G G G baby baby baby~
love this shot:D
student guni. HAHA


yay!
love this labrador!(L)
oops?:D


nice.(L)

so yup, this wraps up the adventure we had collecting recycled materials today. haha. i wish the class had more of these outings! well, maybe just the few of us. heh:D love ya guys!(L)

more pictures here

yay i'm back to blogging! after eons. haven't really found any inspirations to blog these days.. well, that's good right? i mean, it's O level year after all! anywayxzxz, i've been on youtube pretty often these days and thanks to sheena i found this mad cute guy after ryan named charlie!



cropped this from one of his videos. omg isn't he just so damned cute!? and i'm totally in love with his accent. and the way he decorates his room with loads of train tickets and whatnots really make me want to fill my walls with pictures and rubbish too! it looks really fun. to view his videos --> charlieissocoollike

had cip today and was pretty much zombified cause i slept at 2.30am last night. collected loads of old newspapers, boxes, bottles, whatever. Some people even gave shoeboxes filled with watches, pens, staplers, glasses, you name it. but, it was enjoyable cause there was no school! and it was a pretty awesome experience on the whole though, and i'll post the pictures here after chew uploads them later. we even took trolleys from i-have-no-idea-where to put all the stuff cause carrying all of it would be literally quite.. impossible.

gave movie a miss cause i was really really tired. i'm going to have a very very satisfying nap later :D i'm getting really bored of blogging and i seriously need to find ways to get myself interested again. MEANWHILE, i'm just going to enjoy YouTube with Charlie(L)

and yup, the june holidays are just round the corner and that spells lots of sleep, fun, hopefully lots of studying and of course..... STUDENT CAMP. Hopefully it's going to be like really fun and stuff and totally worth wasting revision time for. But i definitely believe it will be (Y)

so yeah, i'm really tired and probably going to take my nap now. till the day i'm interested in blogging again, GOODBYE:D

hot stuff (L)

I feel like i have a ball in my throat now. it's so hard to swallow and its hurts damn much. :( it sucks being sick. I ate less than a meal in 2 days, which hopefully helped me lose some weight since i didn't really benefit from the lack of food. I just don't really have the appetite to eat and cause my brain doesn't tell me i'm hungry, i just forget that i haven't ate the whole day. what have i eaten these 2 days? well..

yesterday: biscuits in the morning, few strands of noodles, a few bites of luncheon meat and a few spoonful of soup.

today: about........ 4 digestive biscuits.

nice. it sucks having a sorethroat and probably having no appetite helps. so.. i'm starting to cough and that sucks. T.T.M. alright whatever. been on MC for 2 days so back to school tomorrow. CIP after school and "football! football!"at victoria theatre(i think) at night. TUITION ON SATURDAY. WHAT. THE. HELL. tempted to cancel.... yeah i think i will heh :)

balling on saturday............................. i hope i'll survive. i miss playing ball but i'm sick and that sucks. have i mentioned how it sucks being sick? oh gosh.

someoneeeeeeeeeeeeeee saveeeeeeeeeee meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ohoh, and can antibiotics be eaten after i stopped for a day? cause i didn't really eat anything today so i didn't eat my medicine. oops?

w.h.a.t.e.v.e.r. URGH I NEED TO GET WELL SOON :(

It's been damn long since i blogged so since i have time today i shall update a little. I am officially sick:(

started the day yesterday with sore throat, then getting back papers and all the disappointing stuff. I failed 4 out of 7 subjects. yay me. but i promised Mr Chan to get a B for Amath and Emath by prelims! Results are damn disappointing, much less the L1R5. someone kill me please. did surprisingly well for history though, got a shock of my life. anyway halfway through the day i got this damn bad headache and i totally could feel my heartbeat from my brains. couldn't join the junior's training so boh and i waited for chew to finish shooting before heading home. cabbed home, bathed and went straight to sleep. i felt as though i was going to faint anytime seriously. Woke up with sorex2 throat and 38.1 fever. nice. went back to sleep until mom came home to give me panadol and dinner.

skipped school today and my fever gone down alr. but i woke up cramping+backaches. very nice. i feel damn weak now. sorethroat+running nose+headache+cramp+backache. winning combination. and omg lifts in my condo keep ringing i can't sleep properly. it rings for at least 5-10mins lah. then half an hour later it continues.. ZZZ. i have no idea why it's ringing(sounds like fire alarm to me) but all i know is i'm gonna go to the doctor later and i need to take the lift. i might just take the stairs in case i get stuck and just die in there. omg my back is so sore i feel so !@#$%^&*. alright, i better get to the doc soon before i just stay home the rest of the day.

BYE.

It's raining very heavily now and the thunder only reminds me of you. Life at home hasn't been very pleasant without you. It feels.... Kinda empty here. I still can't get myself to get another to replace you. Every day I come home a thought will always flash pass my mind reminding me I'll have to open the door slowly, then reality hits me and I realise you won't be behind that wooden door anymore. Whatever it is I hope you're fine wherever you are, and I really really miss you. The emotions have sort of gone down but I wonder if it'll ever stop. It's just not the same without you. Memories of you hiding under the couch or between my legs shivering upon hearing the thunder keeps replaying in my head. Can you come back, just for a minute now? Damn, I hate rainy days.

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor
reaching for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
and I wonder if I ever crossed your mind, for me it happens all the time.


And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I am sixteen and i study in Anglican High. I play for my school and for Siglap Youth.
I totally love Adam Lambert and i don’t really care if he’s gay.
I support Liverpool and I think Gerrard and Torres are hot<3
I'm currently in love with this youtuber called Charlie and he is totally coollike
I think my friends are the best in the entire world and i will never trade them for anything, ever.
I adore my team and my coach to the maxxxxxxx. I had my braces on just this year and it totally sucks.
My itouch is named Adam and although it screws itself up at times, i still pretty much appreciate the fact that it has always been there for me whenever i needed time alone.
I used to have this ultimate fear and disgust towards math but I believe I have since overcomed that fear and have started working hard for my math tests.
I am blessed with the best teachers ever and for them I work hard, because a simple encouragement from them keeps me going.
Lastly, I am a Christian and am proud to be one. I crave to be a good testimony and hope to glorify Him in whatever I do.



You'll never walk alone.

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