Yes, I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 7:23 AM
It's raining very heavily now and the thunder only reminds me of you. Life at home hasn't been very pleasant without you. It feels.... Kinda empty here. I still can't get myself to get another to replace you. Every day I come home a thought will always flash pass my mind reminding me I'll have to open the door slowly, then reality hits me and I realise you won't be behind that wooden door anymore. Whatever it is I hope you're fine wherever you are, and I really really miss you. The emotions have sort of gone down but I wonder if it'll ever stop. It's just not the same without you. Memories of you hiding under the couch or between my legs shivering upon hearing the thunder keeps replaying in my head. Can you come back, just for a minute now? Damn, I hate rainy days.
Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor
reaching for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
and I wonder if I ever crossed your mind, for me it happens all the time.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
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I am sixteen and i study in Anglican High. I play for my school and for Siglap Youth.
I totally love Adam Lambert and i don’t really care if he’s gay.
I support Liverpool and I think Gerrard and Torres are hot<3
I'm currently in love with this youtuber called Charlie and he is totally coollike
I think my friends are the best in the entire world and i will never trade them for anything, ever.
I adore my team and my coach to the maxxxxxxx. I had my braces on just this year and it totally sucks.
My itouch is named Adam and although it screws itself up at times, i still pretty much appreciate the fact that it has always been there for me whenever i needed time alone.
I used to have this ultimate fear and disgust towards math but I believe I have since overcomed that fear and have started working hard for my math tests.
I am blessed with the best teachers ever and for them I work hard, because a simple encouragement from them keeps me going.
Lastly, I am a Christian and am proud to be one. I crave to be a good testimony and hope to glorify Him in whatever I do.
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You'll never walk alone.
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