Yes, I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 7:23 AM

It's raining very heavily now and the thunder only reminds me of you. Life at home hasn't been very pleasant without you. It feels.... Kinda empty here. I still can't get myself to get another to replace you. Every day I come home a thought will always flash pass my mind reminding me I'll have to open the door slowly, then reality hits me and I realise you won't be behind that wooden door anymore. Whatever it is I hope you're fine wherever you are, and I really really miss you. The emotions have sort of gone down but I wonder if it'll ever stop. It's just not the same without you. Memories of you hiding under the couch or between my legs shivering upon hearing the thunder keeps replaying in my head. Can you come back, just for a minute now? Damn, I hate rainy days.

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor
reaching for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
and I wonder if I ever crossed your mind, for me it happens all the time.


And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

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